“错过了，怪没缘分吧。”

其实

心早就死了

在那无数个不被在意的瞬间里。

In fact, the heart has been dead for a long time, in those countless moments that go unnoticed.

羡慕你，说放弃就能果断的放弃

坚决的

像是没爱过一样。

Envy you, you can give up decisively when you say give up, and you are as firm as if you have never loved

故事末尾，我竟然分不清楚，失去你

和留住你哪个更痛。

In the end of the story, I can't tell which is more painful, losing you or keeping you.

仙人掌做不了花，也

无法让人捧在手心里，我懂的。

Cactus can't be a flower, nor can it be held in someone's palm, I know.

我在等吧，等一个答案，等一个人，还是等

自己放下，我也不知道了。

I'll wait, for an answer, for someone, or to let go of myself, I don't know anymore.

心知肚明，却

还是心存期待，爱而不得，可

再爱就不礼貌了。

Knowing all too well, yet still harboring hope, loving without attaining, but loving again would be impolite.

不知不觉心态就变了，我好像，弄丢了

从前的自己。

Before I knew it, my mindset had changed, and it seems I've lost the person I used to be.