“我爱你！但我无法再爱你了。”

你也知道吧，你我早就该结束了，全怪我死撑着。

You know, we should have ended it long ago, all because of my stubbornness.

后来才知道，失去比得不到更可怕，因为中间多了一个过程，可已深陷其中。

Only later did I know that losing is more terrifying than not getting, because there is one more process in the middle, and I am already deeply involved in it

无数次在想，你是真的爱我吗，还是只是随时需要有人陪着你罢了。

I have thought countless times, do you really love me, or do you just need someone to accompany you at any time.

是我很好骗吗，对爱的人没有底线，总是心软不长记性，所以我活该。

I'm easy to fool, have no bottom line for the people I love, always soft-hearted and forgetful, so I deserve it.

或许那段路太过于刻骨铭心，又或许是我执念太深，总是揪着我们的从前。

Maybe that road was too unforgettable, or maybe I was too obsessed, always clinging to our past.

我总是在想，要是能回到那天就好了，具体是哪一天我也不知道，反正回不去了。

I always think, it would be nice to go back to that day, I don't know which day it is, anyway, it's impossible to go.

酒精上头的那一瞬间，我就知道我忘不掉你，但也知道我们回不去了，我爱你呀，很爱，很爱。

The moment I was drunk, I knew I couldn't forget you, but I also knew we couldn't go back. I love you, I really do